If you want private coaching sessions, please feel free to reach me at [email protected] jealousy could stem from the self-doubt and feelings of rejection. These feelings are most likely exactly what the personality disordered person wants you to be experiencing as they move on to their next victim. One way to move through this experience with more ease is to be self-accepting and understanding that feelings of self-doubt, jealousy, uncertainty and anger are normal for the recovery process. Be an objective witness of the sensations as they move through you, and also integrate your rational mind to preserve your sanity and prevent abuse from afar. New supply often acts as a way to abuse you without being in your life anymore. You get to decide whether this will be allowed or not.